random night blog

today has been a migraine day. a huge giagantor migraine day. :(
usually i am very sad and get into the depths of despair every time i have a migraine but, since i've started my therapy and have been seeing improvement in my daily quality of life, when i do have my bad bad days, i do much better at keeping high spirits. also, i have lately been feeling that my pain is a gift from God and is a way for me to witness to others. now i don't always feel that way, but i do really believe that. He has a reason and a plan for everything and i will follow Him. i desire to know the Healer, not know why i am in so much pain. just to know Him. can you imagine!
anyways here's a shot of me, deciding to stick with God's point of view of my pain and also thinking of my husband all day. and our love and life together.


also, i launched my facebook fan page today for my photography work-in-progress business. check it out :)
https://www.facebook.com/RoseColoredGlassesPhotography

plusalso,
husband's best friend (one of.. like two, which i love) is his brother johnny poo poo pants.
they love to play COD together and i encourage it. they have so much fun and i get to enjoy husband's hilarious yells. although, i do have to be mindful and stay in the next room as to not get a worse headache from the volume!
usually his yells are something like "are you kidding me!!! I shot him right in the face.. oh okay. sure" or "babe, can you tell these guys to not suck so much?!" or "YOU PEOPLE ARE WORTHLESS, how does it feel to be worthless!!" then i hear him talking to Cat (our cat) about how he's sorry he shut her window and she's adorable but the window has to be shut for the night and then silence... then.. "CATS ARE SO CUTE!! UGH!" oh i just busted out. the best yell yet. :)

goodnight moon.