oh the struggles of the naked-faced girl

 this was day 14. two weeks down! whoooooo. this day i had a wedding consultation. i was really not feeling it (this is a fake smile) i was really upset about not wearing make up to meet with clients who may or may not hire me for their wedding. i felt like i needed to look my best (of course meaning caked-up-with-make-up) and i really didn't feel confident. i love mascara. i was missing mascara terribly today. i have three tubes staring at me still in their packaging just tempting me. jerks.
turns out i signed the wedding! whoooo. people will pay me to take their wedding photos whether or not i wear mascara, that is good news, and also turns out people don't care what i look like nearly as much as i thought they did. this was an instagram photo so it looks a bit better than the original. i'm even cheating with my "real" face. use an instagram filter and i look so much better! bah. i'm kinda sick of myself.
day 15. i had a photo shoot in the 100 degree weather and this is how i looked upon returning home. (no filter)
awesome.

this is a flash back. this was like day 9 i think. i'm terrible at keeping track and blogging about my days! 
i was feeling awesome today. i got blue skinny jeans and this super cute take top and i felt really confident. i was with husband all day and he keeps thanking me for not wearing make up and kissing my eyes and cheeks all the time. totally worth it this day. (filter again. cute right?)

this is today. day 17 of 40. i have a migraine hardcore and i hate today. okay i still have it pretty darn good. i'm not struggling for food or shelter or even without A/C. i'm just in a lot of physical pain and God is still good. especially good. always. (and no filter)
this is just a little happiness. nothing to do with make up fast. husband and i dancing at his cousin's wedding. it was the "see-how-long-people-have-been-married-dance". we didn't last long but it was really special. first time we've danced in a public place where dancing is suposed to happen. plenty of walmart and kitchen dancing happens (which i love) but this was our first dance on a dance floor with other humans and music. although it was shania twain playing so it actually shouldn't count.