this guy.

i love bragging on husband. i'm pretty sure people are really tired of me talking about him and how "rosy" my life is but it's just the truth. so i can't help it. 
he's so good to me. he is there for me 24/7 (that's 24 hours a week, 7 months out of the year. bazing)
seriously though, just dream-like. and he's got the handsome thing totally down. 

the other night i was struggling. i was missing him so much. up until just recently he's been working 80+ hours a week for the past 8 months or so. it has just now paid off which is really exciting and awesome however, it's been rough on me because i'm totally obsessed with being near him. 
so he came home one night and we ate dinner and settled into cuddle position on the couch and i just started crying. i was so saddened at how much i missed him lately and how i never to get spend time with him anymore. blah blah blah. bring out the violins. 

he informs me that the reason i'm so lonely and have this longing feeling is because i'm putting too much on him, as my husband and not nearly enough on Christ and my spiritual relationship with Him. 

heart.swelling.as.he.speaks. 

i just am overwhelmed at how amazing my husband is. he knows Who to turn to at all times and to not put his expectations on me and teaches me patiently, gently and sweetly to always remember not to put my expectations on him. we will always disappoint each other no matter how hard we try and marriage does turn into "work" rather quickly when you don't put God first. 

i've always dreamed of being married. when i was a little girl i didn't dream of having a big wedding or what my dress would be like (although i knew it'd be awesome) but rather what my marriage was going to be like. and what kind of man i wanted to marry. 
i never dreamed it could be this way, though. 

husband is a man of God. and i am so blessed to call him my beloved. 


here is the old barn we stopped to photograph this morning on the way to my physical therapy. we love friday's together. and i love love this romantic barn.