today i am overcome with peace. 

peace about everything in my life. 

i feel that God is preparing my heart for something that is not going to work out the way i had dreamed up. He's working on my heart so that i may lean on Him instead of get really upset and caught up in the things that don't work out my way. 

He has a greater plan. a greater thing is going to come of this, i just can't see it yet. 

but i feel so peaceful. 
i really can't explain it but it is God and i know that because i'm a hot mess on my own. 
i'm crazy emotional and i mostly react harshly when my plans get
 *in my opinion* messed up. 

this time, i don't feel that way, and nothings even happened yet. 
that's how i know it's from God. 

my heart is completely taken over and i'm so ready to lean on Him. whatever it is. 
it feels good. 

just wanted to share that today. 
today is a good day.