this morning. :: personal ramblings

three things. 
1. i love coffee
2. i need Jesus
3. i love birds

i need more of Him and less of me. 
i see Him in the beautiful night sky and in the people around the community. 
i love seeing birds. this many birds kinda freaked us out and i ran like a mad woman when i heard the first poop sounds. i have no idea why but being pooped on by a bird is one of my biggest fears. 
ethan thinks that's hilarious. 

i'm a people pleaser. 
i hate not being able to please everyone and some days i'm just bogged down and it's too much.
i realize that i'm discouraged and angry with people. 
and then i finally wake up and know that i'm not spending enough time with my Creator. 
and then i do, and it's so sweet. 
He is the good in me. 
the only good.