Hey. Week two. So this week has FLOWN by. All of a sudden I was reading last week's posts, and then, WHAMO. It's Sunday.
It's been a super busy week. I haven't really had a lot of down time to think about not wearing make up. I'm feeling ok, I guess. Just, bleh. Not bad. Just bleh.
My husband and I had our anniversary yesterday. So that was cool. I love him a lot. Today we celebrated cause he and I worked all day yesterday, me during the day and him at night. I wanted to dress up nice for him, but when I don't have make up on, I just feel... unfinished.
He took me to Panera. I know it's not necessary for me to wear make up with him, but I just want to put my face in a bag when I don't have make up on and I'm out in public with him. He's such a hottie. And I feel like people judge us. But it was a good lunch. He is a good husband.
My heart seems to feel great when it's just my husband and I. Or I am at work. Or whatever. My kids don't judge me at work so why should I care? My heart hurts and wants to hide when I go out in a place where I don't know people. I get so scared. But feeling comfortable in my own skin is something I'm working on. It won't happen in a day, in week, and for me, not for a few months or maybe even years. But that's ok, because the point is, I'm trying.
So my funny experience for the week.. I honestly can't think of anything super funny this week, except for my dog. She's always a wreck. :) there's a video of her talking to my husband and I about wanting to go outside when we were both warm in bed and not wanting to get up on my Facebook. She's so vocal. And bossy. Lil brat. :P
I wanted to pick up make up on Thursday. I was wearing a pretty outfit and wanted to feel "finished," but I didn't.
I really miss my concealer!! I look in the mirror and I mistake myself for a pepperoni pizza sometimes! Curse stress pimples. And chocolate pimples. And Mother Nature pimples.
But it's a new day. My skin is starting to clear up. Surprisingly, I didn't want to put a bag over my head when I got up this morning.
Well, until next week!